It happens every couple of months it seems. My mom's a diabetic, she has been for the past 15 some odd years at least. But it seems in the past couple of years she has been having more episodes where her blood sugar plummets out of nowhere.
The doctors say that there is no way to control it, it just can happen. I dont like that answer, but its not like I can go out and prove them wrong.
I seem to be blessed in the fact that every time her sugar dips, Im around or able to find her just in time. But that scares the shit out of me. Because, I wonder, what if I cant be there.
I know I cant live my life thinking that she cant be alone, but the fact of the matter is SHE CANT BE ALONE.
This isnt me, I dont like drama, I dont like being a "downer" but I want to know what I can do, to keep this shit from happening.
I know, there is nothing I can do, I know she has to take care of herself and be responsible for her health.
Its so fucking frustrating. All the times, Ive found her, and by some miracle was able to bring her back around.
I guess im just scared that one of these times, I wont be available. one of these times I wont be able to get her back.
Sorry, just had to vent.
Time to turn this shite around. SO I got my ticket to Lolla for this year, and IM jazzed about that. Going to see Chris Cornell again in a week with Cappy and his lovely lady Sara!! UBER excited about that, oh yeah and THE REV in August.
Im sure Ill be going to more shows between now and then as well.
Oh well, hope the easter bunny drops some yummy stuff in your baskets.
Talk at ya soon! ~G
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Hey girl so sorry that happend. You must have freaked out.
Hope your mom is feeling better.
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