Meh

Discontentment is the feeling that has been overwhelming me and I just don't like it.

Usually when I get like this, I sink into a cocoon and try to heal from the inside out. While on the surface, I put on a smile, I over-think things, I over analyze and drive myself crazy.

Certain situations that I am going through right now, have me second guessing myself, as well as others, and I hate that.

Concert front has been quiet, I got my KMFDM tickets today for October's show, and I'm really looking forward to it. On the opposite side of this, the Lollapalooza schedule has come out today, and I'm less than thrilled. To the point that I am considering selling my 3 day pass (got it for $175 if anyone is interested).

It sucks that the only bands I want to see there are the headliners, and the ones I really want to see, are playing at the same time as the others I want to see.

If you know me, you know that music is my passion, and to make me choose between bands I want to see is like choosing a child. I just can't do it.

I'm still thinking about it, and who knows what will happen between now and August.

Maybe I'll approach the "healing from the inside" in a different manner. I do know this, I am back to focusing on myself, because then is when I will be truly happy.

Hope all you cats n kittens are doing well. Keep swingin' and make sure you hit me up with the concert and band tips. I need more shows!!!!